Tuesday, 28 February 2012

Sunday photoshoot

I can look like a model too!! 

I still suck at photoshop
coz my hair looks very stiff.
My face looks ok i think. =D

I had a photoshoot on Sunday.

It was very challenging
coz there were 7 photographers!!

This is for now the best picture.
There are a lot of other nice pictures
I guess they haven't done editing.

My apple chin is so deep it has a shadow of it's own.

Promoting my RM3 ring. =D

I was wearing it on my right hand,
then changed it to my left hand just for this shot. 

Editing the pictures to make myself look more beautiful is fun!!

More to come!!

that's what J_Fish has to say~ Au Revoir~

Monday, 27 February 2012

How I became an attention *bleep*whore*bleep*

I've never gotten a lot of attention when I was in primary or secondary school.
Here's a picture of me approximately 6 years ago.

Nope. Chuck Testa 

I was the wallflower of the class
because I'm socially awkward and I don't like to talk (to strangers).

There's a story behind it but we'll let it stay behind. 

These few years
while I was in uni until now
I've been getting a lot of praises
on my appearance. 

Thanks to my make up "skills",
I've managed to become "popular".

You know that feeling when you suddenly get something
and it makes you feel good about yourself,
and you become addicted to it?

That's what happened to me with attention. 

The praises and attention make me feel that I'm worth something after all.

So I started playing with make up
and taking pictures
and learned editing
so that people will continue liking my pictures.

It worked
I got the attention I needed
but I got a lot of unwanted attention too.

People like to stare.

Please note that staring is a very rude gesture
even when it's because you think someone/thing is beautiful.

so that was my short story of how I became an attention whore.


Ok. I just wanted to update my blog a bit.
It's getting dull and sad in here. 


Let the praises roll in!! 

that's what J_Fish has to say~ Au Revoir~
p.s. The picture was taken yesterday.

The photographer, Kim, took a few of the best pictures
and also the worst. 

Coz he's like a paparazzi. 

He just snaps whatever weird/ugly expression I have on. XD