Saturday, 27 November 2010

Another sad song to share

I like this song a lot. 
It's simple but very sad.
Just a few lines of lyrics
but the sadness that's brought out is profound.

Suitable for times when I wanna feel sad
and sorry.

我是真的受伤了 by 王菀之

Her voice make the song so much sadder.

The light has turned dark
the music has quieted down
the cotton candy in my mouth has melted
the sky outside my window has turned cloudy
people are bored/ I'm bored
my heart has started to miss you


The phone is ringing
you're going to speak
I thought your heart has started to miss me again
but why has your voice become so cold?
You've changed
you've changed

The light has gone out
the music has ended
the tears that has fallen could no longer be stopped
the sky has started to rain
people are not happy
my heart is really hurt

Repeat chorus

so I'm not so good at translating
and it doesn't sound as beautiful in English

I listened to this song yesterday night.
I was waiting for something
but I didn't get it anyway.

I was quite sleepy 
but I stayed awake until 4,
just waiting.
It never came to me.

It was never promised
but I had my hopes up.
Just a simple thing
Never thought it could make me sad.

I was  worried.

Explanation not needed.
It's over so just let it stay that way..

This song is so suitable for me right now.

Even the weather is correct.
It's been cloudy and rainy for these few days.

Here's another version,
with Jacky Cheung

Many people uploaded their versions
I spent half an afternoon going through some of them.

here are a few that I went through.

Guitar versions

This girl sings very well.

This guy (I think) has really beautiful fingers. XD

I wish I know how to play piano or guitar. T---------------------T

that's what J_Fish has to say~ Au Revoir~

p.s. The paper that I sat for yesterday killed my PTPTN dream.
I studied hard for this one.

Hello RM19,500.

Thursday, 25 November 2010

Current song addiction

I heard he sang a lullaby
I heard he sang it from his heart
When I found out thought I would die
because that lullaby was mine

I heard he sealed it with a kiss
he gently kissed her cherry lips
I found it so hard to believe
because his kiss belongs to me

How could an angel break my heart?
Why didn't he catch my falling star
I wish I didn't wish so hard
maybe I wished our love apart

How could an angel break my heart?

I heard her face was white as rain
Your face is whiter
Soft as the rose that blooms in May
soft as a rose in May
he keeps her picture in a frame
I keep your picture
and when he sleeps he calls her name
I only call out your name

I wonder if she makes him smile
she doesn't make me smile
the way he used to smile at me
I only smile at you
I hope she doesn't make him laugh
she doesn't make me laugh
because his laugh belongs to me
my laugh belongs to you

How could an angel break my heart?
You are my heart
why didn't he catch my falling star
I'll catch your star
I wish I didn't wish so hard
don't wish so hard
maybe I wished our love apart
love falls apart
how could and angel break my heart?
your tender heart.

Oh    my    soul    is    dying
                         I know your soul is dying
It's crying
I know
I know
I know your soul is crying
I know that you've been dying
I'm trying to un~~~derstand

Please help me~

How could and angel break my heart?
I'll never break your heart
Why didn't he catch my falling star?
I'll catch your falling star
I wished I never wished so hard
you never wished too hard
maybe I wished our love apart
we're not apart

How could an angel break my heart?


How could an angel break my heart by Toni Braxton ft. Baby Face.

Somehow I find that Baby Face's part (in blue) is so super romantic+sweet.

I'd melt if someone sing this to me. XD

That's what J_Fish has to say~ Au Revoir~

p.s. to everyone who's finished exam,
enjoy your holidays
and to UM students,
happy trying to study!!

you shouldn't be reading this. 

Wednesday, 24 November 2010

DiGi BlackBerry Torch 9800 – Hot New Features

Yes, I should be studying,
I can't miss this chance. 


Nuffnang and DiGi is giving away BlackBerry Torch 9800!!!
only to angels.
Digi angels!!  
*ahem ahem*


Because of the camera + the touch screen + slide out keypad.
Mainly the camera and touch screen.

Since I started using my iPhone 
(that my sister gave me)

I kinda like the whole touch screen idea.
If I change phones in the future,
I won't rule out touch screen anymore.
(I used to not like it)

I'm so not good at typing messages with the touch screen thing.

This is where the slide out keypad of BlackBerry Torch comes to the rescue!!!

It has best of both worlds!!!
I can enjoy the feeling of touch screen and 
typing really fast with the keypad!!!

about the CAMERA!!!

Since I'm such a camwhore,
2.0 megapixels is just SO NOT ENOUGH!!!

I'm so sick of doing this
First photo, blur
second photo, blur
third photo,

Getting angry and getting wrinkles is so not hot!!
And it takes up a lot of my time!!!

But since the BlackBerry Torch has 5.0 MP 
(and image stabilizer
and multi picture taking)
I'm sure I'd be snapping away happily!!!

Another thing about the camera,
I won't get pictures like this anymore!!!
because it comes with FLASH!!!

And I don't even have to worry if there's not enough memory space.
it has:

  • 512 MB onboard memory
  • 4 GB eMMC + 4 GB media card included2
  • Expandable memory with support for microSD cards up to 32 GB

Other than these HOT features,
there are plenty of apps!

Facebook and Twitter already is a part of my life.
With the long battery life,
I can go online anywhere and everywhere with no worries.

That's definitely gonna spice up my life. ^___________^

One more thing,
the battery can last up to 30 hours of music playback!!
Meaning no more worrying that my battery will go flat 
because I listen to the music for too long on the bus
(especially when I travel back and forth between KL and Penang)

Can I get a "H", and an "O" and a "T"!!!

So now,
watch outl BlackBerry Torch,
I've got my eye
on you!!

that's what J_Fish wants to say~ Au Revoir~

p.s. I like the white one more. XD

My study week(s)

25 November,
is my sister's birthday.

Which is also the first day
of my finals.

UM changed our normal timetable
and thus we have 3 weeks of study week.
Which is not good
in my opinion.

I forgot almost everything.

I dunno if I could still construct a (grammatically correct) sentence in French anymore.
Let alone remember
what Voltaire said in his stories.

for these 3 weeks I did only one thing.


that's what I've been doing since the start of my second semester.

You'd think that people would grow smarter or wiser
as we grow older,
but nope,
my procrastination has gone from bad to worse.

For these 3 weeks,
I have been:

1. Watching movies/series

2. Eating a lot of junk food

3. Wasting money
(read previous post) XD
It actually includes going home, watching Harry Potter, Sing k, and spending time with my friends.
(all totally worth it)

4. Camwhore!!!

5. Moved in and out of my room

6. Painting and repainting my nails
My newest nail deco.
Added some bling that I got from pasar malam yesterday.
It's cheaper and the quality is the same as those sold in shops,
so why not.

7. Making these
Don't ask me what are they
I have no idea.
they do look cute don't they.

I made this one first
Gave it to my little sister
and my mom saw it and she asked me to make her one too.
She was going to use it as a pin cushion,
so I made this one
with a sad face. 

Notice this one still doesn't have a mouth.
(the one in the first picture does)

My sister put the frown on it.
It looks cuter that way anyway. 

The newest member of the unknown thing family
the angry/frustrated face.

I love this one the most!! XD

I made it just now.
Fresh from the oven.
Just to show how big it is.

I did so many things,
but I didn't do the one thing that I was supposed to do


I tried.
When I got on the bus to KL
I opened my notes
and went to sleep after 5 mins.
It's not easy reading on a bus ok...

that's what J_Fish has to say~ Au Revoir~

p.s. countdown 38 hours to my first paper. 


Wish me luck people.
That I need.
And a whole lot of determination.

I need to get better results than last sem to escape from paying RM19,500 that I currently owe PTPTN a.k.a the Malaysian government. 

and lastly,
I've said it once and I'm gonna say it again:
iphone 3g's camera SUCKS!!!