Friday, 22 October 2010

The alone day

Today was my alone day.

Woke up this morning at 11am.
Can't believe I woke up so late.
I wanted to go out.

I knew I had to go out alone.
I don't mind going out alone,
but I'd always be glad if someone could go with me.

Cancelled my plans for RedBox. 
I dun feel like singing alone.

Like Kenneth (once) said,
it's super emo,
and I think I'm emo enough 
so that extra emo can wait.

Went to Mid to watch Detective Dee.
A cantonese film.
Not bad.

There was a beauty fair.
Went to look around and got bottom false lashes.
I didn't know they sold them for so cheap.

I even got these really cool looking upper lashes

which I dunno if I would ever wear them out.
They're made out of feathers.

To the college dinner perhaps.

Walked around a little,
got some groceries and came back again.
Ate my lunch (large fries from McD)
at 5 something

I just dun like eating alone.
Since there's no1 in the room,
I ate alone.

I like the spicy fries
(when you buy large fries, 
you'll get a packet of flavouring 
and you can shake shake shake it)
I prefer the cheese flavoured more.

Skipped dinner.
Thought I was gonna have dinner
with Seline coz I thought we were going to watch the basketball match together,
but plan changed and I didn't know.

Still went to watch the semi-finals girls basketball matches.
First game was 9th college vs 1st college.
1st won.

The no.7 of both teams were really good,
but the one from 9th was injured
quite badly I think,
but she continued playing until the end.

Some photos of the game.
(9th in blue and 1st in red)
After using my Elm,
iPhone's cam is just bad quality...

when she finally retired from the match.

Second match was 2nd vs 5th.
I'm on 5th's side.
(5th in white and 2nd in red and blue)

Warming up before the match.

more injuries.
2 of 2nd college's main players were injured.

5th won,
going into finals tomorrow to battle against 1st.
I support both teams.

the only time when I wasn't alone was when Hooy Pin came 
5mins before the match ended
and we went mamak together.
Which lasted for about 30mins
coz she had a meeting after that.
If she didn't come,
I would've spent my day without anyone's company.

who say's people can't live without friends?

When none of your friends share your interest or passion,
you're basically and island.

I am an island.

Pulau J_Fish.

that's what J_fish wants to say~ Au Revoir~
p.s. I think I have a lesbian crush on no.9 of 5th college.
She is such a great player.
I'd always choose a sporty person over a nerd.
Coz jocks could be smart,
but nerds will always be nerds.

O, and there were actually 2 other times when i wasn't alone.
One was when I almost ate with Voon,
lasted 5mins

one was when  
Shiah's sister drove me almost to gym2.
Also 5 mins.

Tuesday, 19 October 2010

Best coach ever

another whining post. 
if you don't like negative stuff then feel free to buzz off.

as I said in my previous post,
I was busy training for basketball.

Today was the second match.
For two matches i got to play for a total of...
2 mins. or less.
best record ever.
even better than my first year.
I think I played for about 5 mins during my first year.
Last year was the worst.
I played in all of the games and in almost every quarter.
Tiring right,
but I was glad.

This year,
with this new so called coach,
it was great.

First time ever
after a match,
we were asked us to say something about the match.
when it was the "coach"'s turn,
he didn't say anything.

I dunno bout you,
but I think a coaches job scope includes
pointing out the good things/ actions
so that we can continue that
and point out the wrong/bad moves
so that we'll refrain them.

This coach is so nice.
He didn't give comment.

8 you la asshole.
You get RM150 just to sit there,
watch us play,
come late or dun come to practice,
disturb us by practicing your shooting while we practice,
scold other team's ppl noob meh?

He didn't even come to all our trainings.
a senior was more of a coach than he is.
He was with us more than the "coach" did,
taught us more stuff.
To me,
Marcus is the coach.
Not that piece of crap.

Why do we need a coach when a coach doesn't help?

I could see a dozen problems and he as a coach can't even point out 1?
At least say what was good and right,
so that the other players know what to do.

I dun feel like I'm in the team this year.

I know we shouldn't expect something in return when we give,
but this is too hard for me.
I'm not a saint.
I'm just a normal always unhappy with her life bitch
who, when giving, 
expects to get more or not too little compared to those who don't commit.

I should've joined track and field,
or just stayed in my room and join them once in awhile like shiah did.
why did I waste all my time and energy?
All the injuries I got and for what?
I'm still hoping that my hand can recover.
Doesn't seem to be recovering.

but like they say,
(it means erm....
we wouldn't know something is going to happen until it already has,
there is no turning back)

I'm just so frustrated with this whole thing.
Feel like crying out loud,
Or just giving that assh0le coach a kick in his nuts would be great.

It's just not fair. Whoever said God is fair is lying to him/herself.

that's what J_Fish has to say~ Au Revoir~

p.s. we lost,
Not the best game.

Abandon blog!!!

I have no idea why I've been feeling busy lately.
Just a few basketballs training
Added into my super loose schedule...

Tonight's the night where all the training come together
3rd vs 4th.
Who will win?

I personally think we have a chance
How ever slim it might be.

Well, back to the topic.
Why have I abandoned my blog?

I've been occupied with training,
Essay writing,
feeling tired. 

I have no idea but I've been feeling extremely tired recently.
not enough of DS food?

went to the doctor and he said I was fine,
just a little on the pale side.
He gave me multivitamins which I don't think helped.

I've been very prone to injuries.
Injured my right wrist,
and the old injury on my little finger is still there.

that's all for now.
will update soon.


that's what J_Fish has to say~ Au Revoir~

p.s. The match is over. We lost. I dun like the coach.
If that's what we have to call him, that is.